when things feel right...

and you know that you made the best decision.

no matter the looks you will have to face when you return, although temporarily, and will roam the halls of your almost-work place. who cares?

after all this time, i refuse to let anyone spoil these days. i refuse to let the negativity and sadness overcome me, because the reasons to smile are that much greater.

i realized today, sitting in cro and waiting for a haircut, that despite it all, the last year and half might have been the happiest in a while. i know there's been sadness and anxiety and fights. but M. being by my side has made life so much better.

2 years ago i could not imagine how i could go on living without him. spain cured me. but i know i'm so much happier by his side after all. we've lived and learned and know now that it feels best when we are together.

i love you.